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2025: Halfway Past Something | Reflections on Time, Growth, and New Beginnings

Is it just me, or does 2025 feel like we’re halfway past something ?  I don’t quite know how to put this into words, but a new year feels heavier than wishes, firecrackers, grapes at midnight, Instagram stories, resolutions, and vision boards. Beneath all that glitter, there’s a quieter truth we don’t talk about enough: We are leaving behind 365 days of us . Three hundred sixtyf ive unique mornings. Different versions of ourselves. Moments we survived without even realizing they were survival. Laughs we didn’t know would be the last of their kind. Pain that reshaped us quietly.. And where do those days go? Do they dissolve somewhere? Do they sit folded in time? Or do they live inside us, kinda changing us molecule by molecule? We celebrate the arrival of a new year .....but what about grieving the old one? What about honoring the year that held us when we were breaking? The year that didn’t give us everything we asked for, but still gave us lessons and teachings that we w...
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It's All About Perspective

  Ever Had a Change of Heart? Have you ever sworn you'd never do something, only to find yourself enjoying it years later? Like the one vegetable that grossed you out when you were younger but now eagerly put on your plate? Or the notion of wearing traditional clothes, going to the gym, or reading mythology once made you roll your eyes, but now you're all in? Why does this happen? The truth is, it’s rarely about the thing itself , it’s more about how it was introduced to us . Our environment, upbringing, and cultural norms create our first impressions, usually leading us to fight against things that, in reality, could have been fun, helpful, or even beautiful .   Cooking: Not a Chore, But an Art I thought I despised cooking. When I was younger, it was always presented to me as something a girl should learn because "one day you'll get married." That alone was enough to make me push back. I would protest, saying   I wouldn't do it! Not because I truly h...

The Weight of Words: Overcoming Insecurities

Today’s incident taught me something profound about insecurities. This evening, as I stepped into the lift of my hostel, a few people joined me. Moments later, two girls entered, laughing and giggling, seemingly carefree. But my eyes were drawn to one of them , her arm bore a deep mark, possibly a burn scar, one that seemed permanent and painful. While I wondered what her story might be, I noticed two other girls whispering and giggling while pointing at her feet. One of them said, loud enough for anyone to hear,  "She could audition for those weird videos on YouTube ‘World’s 10 Most Bizarre Body Parts,’ one of them smirked , pointing at her feet. The words were so cruel, they stung me, and I wasn’t even the target. Instinctively, my irritation rose. I looked down, noticing her feet for the first time. One toe was missing, replaced by a large lump of skin. It wasn’t her feet, though, that caught my attention next it was her body language. She stopped smiling. Her face dulled, and ...

The Fear of the Unknown: How It Steals Our Joy and How to Take It Back

  There’s an unusual ache that grips us when we think of what lies beyond our understanding , the fear of the unknown.It’s not about the things we can see or touch, but the shadows that lurk just out of reach.   Ever noticed how the mind loves to race with thoughts of what’s next? Ever caught yourself spiraling into endless "what ifs"? Hearing echos of What if I fail? What if I lose someone I care about? What if something takes a heavy toll on my health? It’s exhausting, isn’t it?   We find comfort in the familiar, in the things we know well. We know what to expect from them, how they shape our day to day lives, how they make us feel whether it's joy, pain or something in between But the unknown? It’s a riddle that fuels assumptions and overthinking. We don't know what’s coming, and that uncertainty can become a breeding ground for fear, anxiety, and overthinking.  Why Do We Fear What Hasn’t Happened?  It’s human nature to want control ,we crav...